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Saturday, April 09, 2005
Anyway last night i was chatting with xy then we were saying how much we hated the co we are currently in. i seriously hate njco man, everything about the co. =( Today the vp asked me to go back zhong ruan again. so im like in lq, then zr, then back to lq, then thrown back to zr again. wad the hell man what exactly you guys want. to think the conductor told us the other day he can have 4 of us now he cut to 3 cos he thinks too much lq will have alot of zao4 yin1. so anw i karna getting kick out cos the other 2 juniors have been practising for the past 3 months and the other senior cant possibly change to zr cos she only started learning since last year. said it's unfair to them and then whatever. yea i know it's unfair for them but dont they think it's unfair for me too since i have been practising the songs since last year. like wad the hell man. and it doesnt mean that if you know how to play lq you will definitely play zr well, much less to say until syf standard. moreover the 4 of us have sort of bonded le then now you are doing this type of arrangement, so much so for wanting us to be united. bullshit. To make things worse, the other new chinese high junior has to go with me cos he just came so they cant possibly let him in. yea but i know he's damn persistent in staying in lq and i think he will argue his way in. moreover he's damn pro so i think they will let him in. and i seriously think he sucks big time cos he's damn hao lian and got those kiam pa face that you see le seriously want to slap that type. he dont want to talk to us and he's like trying to ostracise us. shen jing bing. anw i tried to be nice and listen to what they said but alas deep down in my heart i felt like whacking their heads real hard with my instru. and i know there's some hidden msg. they are trying to say you are lousy, i want you to change to zr so that you will not pull the orchestra down and make us lose our gold with honours title. yea im not an idiot so i get what you guys mean. But of course they doesnt give a damn about how i feel cos they have gotten a place in syf so who cares about me sia. all they wanted is to faster settle the name list so that they can hand it in asap. like who will feel justified for me. and they said if im not willing to switch then i cant go syf le. like whatever. then im in a dilemma now cos i dunoe whether i should switch or whatever. to hell with njco and the damn pearls. I miss nhco terribly. |